At First

 At first she was shy around people she didn't really have friends and was bullied because she was different but surprisingly that never affected her, she continued to be shy and stay in her shell. As she got older she started to make friends and even met a childhood love. Because that childhood love showed her love she is afraid of, he opened her heart and showed her value. Just as fast as he came, he left. Once again she was alone in her shell. Scared of people, scared of love. She got older and slowly her mind started to slip away. She saw a girl that horrified her and heard voices that beat her down, They made her forget her value that her childhood love showed her. So she started to dress without value, look as if she had no value. When really even the riches man in the world couldn't buy her. A priceless jewel she is. That has been buried and has yet to be shined. Even if she is a jewel she's scared to let her colors show, scared of judgement , scared of the human eyes because she knows they're more judgmental than any words. The moment she's let's her true self show will be the moment she let's to let it all go. Spread her wings and be free. Free from all the people, All her doubt. Free from the voices. Free from the girl that terrifies her. When she learns to just be herself that's when this jewel will really shine.